Because of Covid, we couldn’t visit my father in the hospital. The phone in his room didn’t work and his cell was often out of reach or needed to be charged. Desperate to connect with Dad, each day I dropped off notes that a security officer would deliver to the intensive care unit. One day, he handed me a note from Dad, a few sentences penned in shaky handwriting.
Dad died a few days later.
His home was filled (dare I say stuffed) with everything—furniture, dishes, linens—the list stretches long. For weeks I sorted, packed, and sold items.
And I found treasures.
Tucked inside desk drawers and file cabinets were cards and letters. I laughed at my elementary stab at poetry in a homemade Mother’s Day card. You are the queen, let roses fly and bird sing. Equally entertaining were letters scrawled by grandchildren. I like your house. It is always fun. Tell dog I like him too. There were newsy letters from my brother while he was in college, and sweet words from my grandmother to my mother upon her engagement. My favorite discovery: Yellowed envelopes and love notes between my parents.
Words are powerful, and when they are written down, their message carries into the future.
This season of thanksgiving don’t hesitate send family, friends, coworkers a letter or card expressing your thanks and appreciation. Your written words may be savored for years.
I cherish my Dad’s last note and the wobbly letters that say, “I love you.” I’ll never hear Dad’s voice again, but I can read his words over and over.
Love you, too, Dad.
Gretchen
Don’t ever let go of that note!
You’re right. We need to always hold on to words of love, whether written or in memories
I teared up as I read your post. Your words are powerful, they touch the heart and communicate deep truth! Keep writing and sharing!
Your kind words are gifts, too! Thank you.
Oh, Gretchen, you made me cry. I’ll definitely follow your advice to write my loved ones notes of thanks and appreciation.
Good for you! As I wrote this, I was thinking how easy I focus on big projects, and forget to embrace the daily moments and opportunities for kindness.
Beautiful blog, Gretchen. Of course, it made me cry. Thanks for sharing about the treasures you found.
Sometimes it’s good to give extra hugs, isn’t it!
Gretchen, so sorry you weren’t able to be with your father when he passed. I was not with my mom either, for similar reasons. I’m so glad you have those words, shaky or not, to remind you a something I’m sure you already knew, but can never have confirmed enough. May that note bring you peace.
I’m so sorry for you loss. Life is fragile, we need to embrace each day and those around us.